Staring at my computer screen for almost 5 minutes, just to think about my blog title. lol. Seems it doesnt make any sense at all but nvm just keep reading peeps :) . This few days , im going through a really hardship moment with my best friends, she do means alot to me. She's kinda like part of my life. and i love her so much. but it doesnt mean tht i could just forgate what she just did to me. For her, it wasnt a big deal after all,for me, it is somethng tht u couldnt believe and a shocking thing. You shouldnt blame someone for ur own failure? especially someone u love eg,: ur family or frens . I exist in ur life because i do want to be ur frens . to be together side by side with you. but at the end u do "think", im a "thing" tht exist in ur life tht keep bothering u to fulfill ur succesness . Im really dissapointed. Sometimes, it just make me think , if she really a truth frens ? is im tht bad to be her frens ? am i a sellfish junk she did mention about ? i dont thnk so. I love her just the way she is, but did she accept me? For " u " who i refer to, im sorry for being a bad bf for u. i hate thng going on like this . I miss u. Hope im not being with u can make u more or less a successful person withou failing . The " blog title " actually refering to .......jeng jeng. im planning of switching my college to other part of the city. I do need new enviroment. and do gonna miss everybody at sunway. Wish me luck peeps. My head started craking thnkng of any word i can write,lol. Better stop now. Have a goodnyte sleep. :)
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